things to do instead of killing yourself:

play in the rain, take a nap, go bungee jumping, read a whole book in one day, kiss someone, braid your hair, take a ride in a hot air balloon, play with a kitten, dance… a lot, laugh at yourself, spend a night under the stars, paint your nails, start a band, take a chance, go out on a limb, climb a tree, scrape both your knees, go to a drive in movie, paint, dream, sing at the top of your lungs, write a story, watch the sunrise, chase a rainbow, eat pancakes, tons and tons of pancakes, bake a cake, learn to cook, play dress up, go on a walk, call a friend you haven’t talked to in awhile, make a mix, laugh, scream, hold hands with someone special, run, spin, fall and pick yourself back up, go play, pretend you are young again, start a blog, ride the scariest ride you know, build a fort, feed the birds, drive just to drive, watch an old cherished childhood movie, cuddle, stomp out your misfortunes, embrace your flaws, search for something beautiful, take a picture of it, smile and remember,

it doesn’t have to be the end.